I forgot what I was going to say, so I'm going to say random crap...

I will (hopefully) draw something for Jieun-Yesul's avatar contest. I WILL get around to it before midterms/finals, whatever they are. Fat-ass tests, that describes them perfectly.

I FINALLY REMADE MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!!!!! SO I NOW HAVE AN ACCOUNT I CAN LOG-IN TO! Sadly, my laptop will never recover my music files. All thousands of some songs.....gone....forever... *sob*

I got around to telling people on fanfiction to update. All 6hundred some favorites, more than half of them have been on hiatus for the past....year or so. And I went around commenting on dA people's accounts for them to update. But they just ignored me..... T_T *feels hated*

It's gonna rain soon where I live. So depressing......

In Health, our teacher was like, "How do you deal with streess?" And he ignored my hand! Everyone in the class got called on...except me....I probably shouldn't have told him I hated him....but it was a joke! I swear!!!! No harm intended!!!!!! And I really wanted to say I cut myself. Which everyone would have said yes to. It's not my fault the only color that doesn't get washed out of clothing is grey. Or black. Sometimes. WHy else would I wear all the bracelets and other stuff on my wrists?

We got to egg a house in Social Studies! i feel like such a kid, writing about my life.

SIGH......Life just can't get any worse......Don't jinx meeeeeee!!!!!!

DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE

I just finally realized that I feel like a failure to the art community. Or maybe I always noticed, but ust never spoke/wrote it aloud/down. The other day, my friend drew this beautiful traditional Korean room, with a girl in bridal-ish clothing. And she said she didn't use any references. But then I bothered her some more, and found out that she referenced the poses. Which makes me feel somewhat better. Not really. So I will kick my ass into shape and work on art and on my music.

I WILL FAIL SCHOOL OR GET KICKED OUT FOR MURDER AND HAVE NOWHERE TO TURN TO!!!! My dad says he'll kick me out when I'm eighteen. EVEN MY PARENTS DON'T WANT ME ANYMORE!!!!!

Only one way to fix this.....dilemma. :0) <------ Help Swine FLu take over the world so no one is left!!!! KILL ME......NAO!!!!! SAmi, if you don't see me tomorrow you'll know why. But I sorta doubt you'll read the journal of someone as inconsequential as me.

Time to do homework. I'll start at nine.